Congrats/Changes

      Congrats to the father to be for accomplishing his dreams and getting that much closer to his dream.

  Yay for Brett for

becoming a Sous Chef!

I am so happy for him.  Today he said "yep only two more years of this and then maybe I'll become a chef and make double what I am now and then you can quit your job, or work part time"

I am not sure if he was kidding about that but I added (jokingly) yeah and then we can have another baby and get your boy! ahahah!!! He didn't say no though.  

Indecisive....

     I just don't know what to do with my life these days...I could take the summer off of school, be lazy, and do baby stuff. Or, I can go to summer school and get the last few classes I need out of the way while I can.  My initial life plan included transfering to a university, I am going to put that on hold for now because a little girl is going to need me soon, and will be needing me for a long time.  So if I put the transfer classes I need aside, that leaves me with 4 classes left, and then I can receive my AA in Business Management.  If I go over the summer I can take Econ online, Satistics (with my fav teacher guaranteed A), and that would leave me with Econ part 2, and Speech for the fall, or spring of 2013.  Then I can officially say "I HAVE AN AA DEGREE".  On the other hand if I don't attend summer school, I'll have 2 more regular semesters after Aubrey is born, and if I can get part of the battle out of the way in 6 weeks instead of 5 months I might as well go right?  I am going to sign up, and at least be enrolled, and if I change my mind, I change my mind.  Ahhhh (that was a deep breath) almost done!  I can't believe it, the hard work has alllllmost paid off.

Super Bummed

      Just found out since the company I work for has less than 50 people, I will only get a short 6 weeks off to be with Aubrey.   Wants to cry.

Happy Easter

      Today I wore all things maternity, capris, tank, and shirt. I went for a walk with my little cousins while the "Easter Bunny" hid eggs. When we got back they hunted while I sat and watched. It's super funny watching kids look for eggs you can see, but they can't. I got my fair share of laughs. We then celebrated my youngest cousins 8th birthday that happened to land on Easter Sunday. He opened a few gifts, and was excited when I gave him a gift card for a video game.  Before we could enjoy the Easter ham, I found myself making a to-go plate to take to work.

      I honestly forgot about the fun to be had on Easter, and how the holiday orients around family. Coming from a divorced family, I never really got to enjoy the gracious holiday the "right" way. So, I got to thinking; I want to start family traditions, and have family oriented Easter's. I want to watch Aubrey hunt for eggs in her extravagant, over the top Easter dress, watch her pose for the camera, and help make waffles for brunch while mommy has a mimosa or two. When I put my request to have the holidays off I didn't even put Easter on it, I am changing that now as of today. Again, I seriously forgot about Easter!!! Let's just hope Daddy can have that day off when it really counts. I need a baby/growing up book that I can jot down all these ideas that I think of. I really want to have a family Easter where we make waffles, and other breakfast goodies and get to enjoy the day together. I want to make silly Easter baskets that she can wake up to, dye eggs the night before. I want to make every holiday special for her, and that I will with the help and good company of family.